http://toastergoespop.info/

Yeh I've decided to start afresh this year and coz what been going on lol....So i just bought myself a cheap domain (AU$1.27 oh yeeeeh) and found this place for free hosting til June or July, then I'll see how much they charge~ But a few months is better than nothing! 

This huge dancing sandwich invites you in :B

Yup, I've decided to take a break from the bjd hobby. I'm currently trying to deal with myself and get a GLBT social life at my youth group :B So when uni starts I'm just gonna study and hang out there :3 I guess if anyone's been reading my weird posts from last year it was coz I was having an identity crisis and it had to do with my gender. I never really realized how "abnormal" such thoughts were until last year lol. I've always known deep down that I wanted to be physically male and this year I'm gonna do something about it :) Yeh, so I guess I'm transgendered lol.

I think i might still try to attend doll meets though coz the Sydney people are awesome and great to talk to :) But I really don't wanna spend anymore on my dolls. I think this has been one of the hobbies I've had so far in my (short) life that I've really enjoyed. 

So on that note, feel free to unfriend me. I'm also going to be doing a cleanup as I don't know most of the people who I'm mutual friends with lol...so please don't feel offended. I'll be keeping all the friends I know though lol.



But yeeeeeeh Twenty10 is an awesome place +A+ I'm so glad i found it :) Everyone's nice and friendly~ And I added a guy on facebook who's friend from the Sat group added me too :DD That just made me happy coz it means the guy remembered my name hahaahaa XDDD It's nice when people remember your name after the first meet (if only I was good at remembering names back ><). 

Soo on sat we were supposed to make fish for Aqueerium but the aircon was down so Julia was like "it's too hot to make fish" so we were gonna go out to a museum, but everyone was lazy so we stayed at the center and played games XD The half group of people I was in played Pictionary which was fun...(though me and engelfeuer lost HAHAA). 

 I got a haircut coz my hair was being all crazy :D This has been the shortest I've cut it in a long time lol.



lol zoned out look =3=

Gonna go to my first twenty10 saturday group tomorrow :3 excited ><

I know what happened and I can't take it,
telling myself that there's nothing I can do
but I dont wanna say good bye
I turn my eyes to you with a fake smile.

Whee~ I went to this GLBT youth group called Twenty10 tonight and it was pretty cool :3 There wasn't much people at the GenderQ session but the people were friendly and it felt nice to be there :) They also have net there and said we can eat stuff from the fridge so I might go there to study :B 



I guess we mainly did reflection about last year and what we wanted to do this year. But I didn't have to think too much about it since I already set out my resolutions here 8D

Thanks for going with me engelfeuer  :)